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The fountain

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At that night Verona was specially beautiful, because it was her best friends wedding. She finally found her real love and wedding bells rung. That is all, now their love is united in the sky. Somewhere above all mortal their love entered in endless Universe. It is infinite and blessed. What two can wish more.

Audrina left earlier, she had lots of thoughts in her mind. After getting lost in Verona`s streets, she faced a fountain. It was beautiful marble statute with face up on the moon. Audrina thought to herself, that it is so strange that piece of stone can express such a loneliness and disappointment.  Marble lady was looking on the stars, into eternity.  It reminded herself. She layed down on a side of fountain and started to look, to look there, where suppose to be answers to all question.

Thousands of thoughts were crossing her mind.  She has everything – wonderful job, where she is successful woman, amazing friends, men run after her. So what is missing then? But there was a hole in her chest,  each time she breathed it caused huffing pain.  Unsustainable to breath. She put her  palm on the chest and pressed it as much as she could, but pain did not go away. It was something from deep inside, bigger…

She started a inner monologue with stars, because she knew they will understand. They been their for, God knows how many million years, they been there forever and forever will be.  Her heart spoke, asked questions and gave answers.

“I left you in 2010, but I still feel you in 2011. How come? How to erase that feeling, what I tried to deny so much? So many questions and so many answers are given to me. To process and to analyze again and again, over and over into my head.  My mind says to me – what is the point? You know everything what you wanted to know. What is the point of all those thoughts, of all imaginations, of all – what if, should, would. Absolutely non existing things. Soap bubbles….

Actually It was real for me. It was real for me always and now I know that it never was for you.  And what I imagined… Please…  What I was really thinking? How many times I told myself, don”t believe – that would hurt. And after all what I was through – I did believe…

Audrina couldn`t stop blame herself for such a stupidity from her side.  She knew everything and at the same moment she did not know anything… It was heart and mind battle…

 

 

How I did not buy my bicycle

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Gosh.. I was just sitting and thinking about past events in my life and again I came to conclusion that there are no coincidences. How come? Here is simple example about how I did NOT buy a bicycle.

I am living in Copenhagen and it is impossible to imagine this city without bicycle. It’s like being without legs, because this is your primary transportation vehicle, which one by the way I still do not have.  So I was really desperate finally to have one and started to brush all Sell/Buy webpages.

Finally I found one what more or less satisfied my ambitions and needs. As a regular student I text to seller and said that I will by his bike for certain amout of money.

And here we started to bargain and at the end guy were tired from me and agreed to sell it  + coffee from me. I did not like that deal, because there are many perverts in the web. And any way bike did not have a lock, and that was important for me. So at the end I said NO, having lock as an excuse.

After couple of hours I am receiving text back in Russian: “Good luck”. But I did not notice that text was from the same number. So I wrote back: “You might be mistaken with number”

Answer: “No, I am not”. I started to think maybe someone of my friend is kidding me.

Me: “How do you know that I speak Russia”

Answer: “Well, Elena + English language in Copenhagen is not so common thing. So you must be Russian speaking or from Spain”. (Guy things pretty logical.)

Me: “Hey, I just moved from Spain to Denmark”.( Holly crap, he were right here as well!!)

Answer: “Well, I told you should had to agree for coffee”

Me: “Man..Where you from?”

Answer: “I am from Latvia, Riga”

HOLLY @$%^&$# – is that possible??? No way, me too!!

Moral of the story: Do not buy a bicycle, when you don’t need it 🙂 JUST KIDDING!!! Still be careful, not everyone can be so lucky like me to meet nice person.

Now guy is my first Latvian speaking friend. And I am so happy. And the funny thing that couple of days ago I was thinking that it’s been long time that I am not speaking Latvian and I need to make some Latvian speaking friends.

UNIVERSE responded – here you are, Elena. Just Ask and delivery service leave for Universe 🙂

P.S. Oh yeah, almost forgot, my friends – BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH FOR:) It may come true!